||[Oct. 29th, 2007|10:45 pm]
I realised that i had actually make all my friends worrying about me. I definitely have to get over this fast but i do need time. :) Thanks for being there for me. I love you girls! Oh ya.. i want flower. Probably sunflowers to brighten up my day. Haha..
Love is something that is so amazing. It makes two persons cry and laugh. Couples don't have to meet everyday. It is the time they spent together, this is why there are memories. There's not a need to spend every day together. What matters is the time that they spent together. Looking back at all the photos and hearing songs bring back so much feelings and emotions... Unfortunately, it's impossible to go back to the past already...
I just sent an email to him. I know it probably doesn't mean anything to him now. But i still mailed it in the end.
But it's all out of love.
(if not i won't even bother so much to msg or call you.)
I gave up my countless times of my pride.
(cos i treasured what we had.)
I'll still be here for you.
(despite all that you've done to disappoint and hurt me.)
But once i get over it, i will be here just only a friend.
(cos you've given me up)
What can you do when the only one who can stop you from crying, is the one making you cry
'What is hard to do, but proof of truly loving, is saying 'I LOVE YOU' to the one who hurt you.
The test of love doesn't come when you're together, it comes when you part ways, and realize that in spite of "breaking up" the love is still there. And you just can't forget everything.
I miss you when something really good happens, because you're the one I want to share it with. I miss you when something is troubling me, because you're the one who understands me so well. I miss you when I laugh and cry, because I know that you are the one that makes my laughter grow, and me tears disappear. I miss you all the time, but I miss you the most when I lay awake at night, and think of all the wonderful times that we spent with each other for those were some of the best and most memorable times of my life.
Oh, I shouldn't care or wonder where and how you are, but I can't hide this hurt inside my broken heart. I'm just fighting back emotions that I've never fought before because I'm not supposed to love you anymore.
Whatever it is.. Yen tinge! Remember what i told you.. I want happy pill! You know what it is..