This came across my mind. If we're not together in the first place, will it be better that way? Will we not ended up like this? But when i seriously thought about it. I don't regret us being together. Cause I wouldn't have all the beautiful and happy memories with you if we're not together. I wouldn't be missing someone so badly during weekdays and probably weekends. I wouldn't look so forward to weekends everyday. I wouldn't set up this livejournal to update times of us together.
Last, i shouldn't have thought of all these. I'm sorry.
Hey there Delilah What's it like in New York City I'm a thousand miles away but girl tonight you look so pretty Yes you do Times Square can't shine as bright as you I swear it's true
Hey there Delilah Don't you worry about the distance I'm right there if you get lonely Give this song another listen Close your eyes Listen to my voice it's my disguise I'm by your side
Oh it's what you do to me Oh it's what you do to me Oh it's what you do to me Oh it's what you do to me What you do to me
Hey there Delilah I know times are getting hard But just believe me girl Someday I'll pay the bills with this guitar We'll have it good We'll have the life we knew we would My word is good
Hey there Delilah I've got so much left to say If every simple song I wrote to you Would take your breath away I'd write it all Even more in love with me you'd fall We'd have it all
Oh it's what you do to me Oh it's what you do to me Oh it's what you do to me Oh it's what you do to me
A thousand miles seems pretty far But they've got planes and trains and cars I'd walk to you if I had no other way Our friends will all make fun of us and we'll just laugh along because we know That none of them have felt this way Delilah I can promise you That by the time we get through The world will never ever be the same And you're to blame
Hey there Delilah You be good and don't you miss me Two more years and you'll be done with school And I'll be making history like I do You'll know it's all because of you We can do whatever we want to Hey there Delilah here's to you This one's for you
Oh it's what you do to me Oh it's what you do to me Oh it's what you do to me Oh it's what you do to me What you do to me Oh oh woah
Monday 15th Oct Time just passed so fast. I really hope time can ease my pain. I wanted to face you as a friend or maybe the start when i told you i like you. I was so happy to receive a msg. Even though it was not something sweet or good. Happiness just overwhelm my sadness that day. And i manage to sleep well.
Today went out with yawen, yen tinge, kenneth and nicholas. All of them seems so busy. They all have their planned.
Cindy and amanda was with their bfs. Yen Tinge was with her family. Marcus was with An Ting. Caleb was with him.
I felt so lonely just now and i cried again. I'm just too weak.
So wanted to call him or just to meet him and talk about my life. But it's hard.
I went to meet Cindy at her house there cause i really wanted to talk to someone.
She totally understand how i feel. But no one can help me right now.
I just have to learn to be strong. But things are not what i wanted to be.
I'm feeling numb right now. Too much aching and crying just cause a person to be numb.
Sometimes i wonder do you feel the same as i do. Numb? Hurt?
I miss the times. The times when only both of us know. But we just shouldn't and shouldn't be together now. It's just not the right time like what you said. I wanted to be the one during February times. With only me being the one that is loving you but we can still be friends. It may be a silly thought. But i just wanted us to be friends. Someone that we can confront our thoughts to each other.
Monday 27-08-07 Went to suntec to have the porridge buffet with Yen Tinge. Then we went to donut factory and to our surprise, the qune was simply too short and of cause we went to quene for it. Think we just quened for 15min. And the first time we quened for these doughnuts was 4 long hrs! I still couldn't believe that we quened for so long.
Went to have dinner at Park Royal hotel. The food was just as nice as before.
The sky was beautiful so i took pictures of it.
Amanda, look here!
Friday 24-08-07 Wanted to go Sentosa with amanda and cindy today BUT due to the bad weather, we decided to chande to shopping plan. SAD. I was so excited about the sentosa thing cause with 7yrs of friendship, we never been to sentosa with only the three of us.
I wanted to go to centrepoint cause i wanna get a balloon for dumb. haha. It sounds funny but i really want to give him one. Okay.. so.. after seeing the balloon, we were so tempting to get one for ourselves. And we did! haha
and here is cindy with her nasty look haha cause she thinks that we're crazy to get a balloon for ourselves.
mine : )
Thursday 23-08-07 Tuition with Venusa. Haha.. It was fun having tuition witih her. And i brought her to Bugis Swensen to eat ice-cream!
I was trying to imitate her but i lose. She's just too cute haha.
And it think i'm going to announce my livejournal to people out there.
Wed 22-08-07 It's the third day. School has been fine for me. All my friends are guys cause when you get to know one, they started to introduce their guy friends. Yen tinge and i wanna know more girls friends. And we're not lesbian!
Tue 21-08-07 Went to eat popeyes with kor kor while waiting for mummy's flight to arrival. Talk a lot of stuffs with my bro. It's been so long since we chatted for so long and laughed together. The feeling was really great.
Mummy just came back from hong kong and she bought me lots and lots of stuffs for me. Haha.. think i will be a good girl for a few months cause i won't be spending money on clothes and shoes. Window shopping shall be my shopping days!
Mummy bought the legendery doughnuts from Hong Kong. Think i'm going to ask my aunt to get me some when she comes back on Sat.
Doesn't look that nice cause of the long journey haha.
Fri 17-08-07 Dumb and i rushed down to esplanade there to catch the firework. He kept telling me to wait for him at the entrance of the ndp spot. But the dumb blur me didn't know he has the tickets so i just stand at the rows of stairs opposite the esplanade. Then, he called and told me that he wanted me to wait at the entrance there cause he has the tickets. So.. i just have to run as fast as i could cause the firework is starting soon.
Of cos, yiling, the girl who hasn't run for ages sweat like mad. But it was worth it cause i really enjoyed watching it. The firework was so near. I remember when my bro and i were young, when we watched fireworks, we keep thinking that the firework is coming towards us. But of cos, can't blame us. Kids are that innocent. haha..
OKay.. shall post the firework photos :)
Of cause the firework was which more nicer than in my camera. Video was much better but i lazy to upload haha.
Saturday Went to watch rush hour 3 at Lido. Took lots of photo with dumb on that day. hehe so here we go.
Mr BIG kid and Mr small kid!
The Yellow People Family.
Obviously without her parents at home, her house.. erm nono is her room is in a mess! :)
On monday, i didn't pack my bag so i brought my camera to school. Went Bugis, Mos Burger to study and we really did! :) But i smell something really smelly and yen tinge took this photo. We suspected that it was from the girl sitting behind me.
Then on Tuesday, amanda and i went to Plaza Singapura for lunch. Simple dressing with glasses on haha
Yesterday went shopping with Cindy and yen tinge. I love that bag but i think 40 plus for it doesn't seems worth it. I got my favourite staple, Mr crocodile. Think it's the cutest that can ever be seen. OKay, cindy' lion staple shall be ranked second cause i bought the lion key lock for dumb.
Cindy and i managed to see the fireworks in an air-con place. haha.. it's a secret place. I found a flower in my room and to reduce my boredom at home. hehe..
And i love yesterday night. Cause i like the feeling of eating simple things at simple place.
And i had my hair cut today. Just myself, me and i. Blah.. nobody accompanied me to there. But it's okay for going there alone. However, sometimes i just find myself so isolated and lonely. Today i saw a nickname and i don't know whether i go misread the meaning. I just know it doesn't feel good.
And this is the watch i bought today :) Thanks yen tinge for accompanying me today. And of cos, my cute little cousin.
I got the sudden urge of going clubbing. And of cos my all time favourite, sentosa and east coast.
It has been like so so so so long since i lasted updated. Many things had happened. A saddest thing that can ever happened. And of cause it finally ended.
First day of school is like normal. Didn't make any friends. Think yen tinge and i are going to stick together for these three years. But definitely, we will find a way out and get to know people. haha.
I was so upset with dumb but he did something surprise for me today which makes me really happy. But i didn't say it in front of him. Went vivo to watch "disturbia" and went to the hong kong restaurant for our lunch. This is my secod time there and the bread toast was nice. Oh ya.. I'm sorry. Cause for some reasons i think i should be more understanding.
Oh ya.. i think i really need to know more people. Cause i'm always free.
That is the donuts Cindy helped me to buy. 3.5hrs!!! but it's super nice :)
See! This super large bowl of noodle. haha my first time there.